Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 6:47 PM
I HATE MY LIFE.I hate my mum.
Seriously, my mood has been changing. Frm super happy to super sad and then now, super angry.
She's always liddat.
Promised and now say NO.
She's always treating me as a baby.
I dun get it.
What's wrong with chasing idols?
I am already crazy enuff to join an fc, so why cnt i chase them?
I'm using my own money rite?
I dun get why other ppl's parents support them in having their own idols and u dunt.
My frns all share with their parents abt their idols, and they are willingly to listen. You? I don't even DARE to do tht.
My frns' parents let them chase their idols, even to an extent tht they let them go Taiwan for their concert. You? U cant even let me chase them, in Singapore. Don't u noe the fact tht they don't come everytime?
Isnt this how we teenagers are supposed to do? This is the BASIC way of chasing idols. Its not even considered crazy oreadi.
If the world's ending in 2012, then why not let me have enuff fun and be crazy for just these few more years?
You're just so unreasonable.
I have grown up already. I HATE it when u always control my life. I HATE it when u always treat me like a baby. I am NOT! I want to control my own life, i want it to be the way i like it to be. So what if you gave me this life? If you think you were the one who gave me my life and have all rights to control me, i rather u didnt give birth to me AT ALL.
Alright, i thank you for giving me more freedom this holidays. But this kind of freedom is what i ought ot have already in P6. Now i need more freedom. You can't control me my whole life right?
Can't u just let me go chase? I promised this would be the first and LAST. Who knows? I may not like frh anymore after some time. Its not like i will really like them FOREVER. when they grow old, u think i wll still like them as i used to, like now? Even if i do, Hwne i'm all grown up, do you tink i will still want to chase them liddat? Do u think i even have the time? I promise you i will work hard next year, just let me do what iw ant for this year, the LAST few weeks of this year, cant you?
U say its retarded to do this. Do you noe what is retarded?
If you don't then don't anyhow use it can?
You are the one being retarded if u anyhow use it, okay?
Its not being retarded, just abit crazy.
Ppl like Royston's mum will surely let me do this. She even think its fun.
So i don't noe why u can't.
Shldn't you be like ur sister?
And u say u will kill me if i go chase them.
Then KILL ME.
i don't think i will mind at this point in time.
At least i get to see Yalun before i die or wdv.
I just don't want to regret, do you get it?
What's more i am using my OWN money. and that they will not be coming anymore on the 26th. !!
Please.! LET ME GO. *prays*
Or i swear i will hate you.
Which i rly dun't want to.
Please. !!!!!!!
MY LIFE JUST SUCKS.
