Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 5:32 AM
I'm starting to doubt.What exactly is friendship.
They say friendship is a ship tht nvr sinks.
Why does the truth seem so different.
Just light loads can make a strong ship sink.
I'm starting to doubt.
Is there such thing as friendship/ true friendship?
Three years.
And just a few words meant to be a joke can break it.
I'm starting to doubt.
Are there such things as true friends? Can friends be trusted? Can u really treat someone as a true friend, treat them truthfully with ur heart and soul?
I'm starting to doubt.
Perhaps just like what my mum said, friends are useless.
I give up.
Perhaps everything would be better if i was more anti-social. Perhaps everything would be better if i had no friends. Perhaps all this hurt would never have been caused.
I should'nt have tried my best to open up. I should have just stayed more anti than before.
Life sucks. I suck.
"I have never trusted you two before." "I don't know now whether you two are still my true friends." "You two don't give me respect." "No point carrying on." "You two don't make me feel the 'friendship' " Do you really mean it? Then i'm seriously very disappointed. I thought you were my best/true friend. At least i treated you as one. I trusted you. Forget it, i was wrong.
